Well hello hello. It’s been a while. Roughly ten months. A lot has happened. A lot hasn’t happened at the same time. I’ve ended relationships, restarted one. I’m overcoming addiction. That’s probably been the worst of it. These last couple months have been hell.
Met a man a month or so ago who reminds me of the ex. I believe the ex in question is The Other Him… It’s been a while and I can’t keep up with who was who. Or I don’t care to. Mainly that. Anywho, this man I met, the Architect, is a happy hour friend and we get along exceedingly well. Married, so innocent flirtation only, but it’s made for fun Fridays after work. I’m still involved with Riddick, after a six month separation because addiction pretty much took over my life. Still fighting that. It sucks. It’s miserable. And the challenge seems to get harder day after day. Don’t do drugs, kids.
I’m relearning who I am, what I’m about, and who I want to be. I hit 30 and while the first few months made me question the longevity of my existence, the second third of it has proven to be much healthier and positive. If I would be kept up how I was going it would have been the end for me. I have no questions or doubt about that.
So anyway, saying hi. Might be around more. Might not. Sad to see so many people I once followed aren’t posting anymore. I really can’t hate on that. I do disappear myself.